I love the moments when she shows how much she cares about me—when she wants to call me all the time and when her patience shines through, even when I mess up. She makes me feel so lucky to have her by my side. I cherish the way she tells me how much she loves me and how she always gives me a sweet goodnight kiss, like achik sone lay, every night. Those were some of the best times, and I dream of being with her in person building more memories together.
But, honestly, there are times I struggle too. I don’t like the moments when she feels overwhelmed or depressed and wants to run away, even suggesting breaking up. It’s hard for me because I wish she understood how deeply I love her and how much I want to stay by her side, no matter what. Even when it feels like she’s pulling away or no longer loves me, I keep holding on because I believe in us.
It’s painful when she ignores my texts, especially when I’m expressing my love or asking how much she loves me in return. When she talks about breaking up, even casually, it cuts me deeply. I know sometimes she’s mad or frustrated, but she doesn’t realize how much those words hurt me.
Despite these challenges, my love for her remains constant. She might not know the depth of my feelings yet, but I’ll keep trying to show her how much she means to me—every day, in every way I can.
Final Words
I’m not sure where our relationship is going, but I want her to know that I still love her. I hope we can meet in person someday, so I can truly understand her feelings. Even if I don’t know how she feels about me right now, my love for her hasn’t changed.
